So I actually went to bed pretty early last night. I think it was like maybe 7:30-8. Doesn't happen that much lol. Umm well I was talking with my sister yesterday and we have decided to move to rather Washington state or Oregon. I'm a west coast guy. I love the west coast..I don't think I can stand moving up north and dealing with the whole weather crazyness lol. There isn't anything for me up there. A good chance at getting a good paying job, yeah. I just think I can even get a good job working in a place I actually want to and live in a place I wanna live. Plus I found this one therapist. She is in Seattle. I was reading her page and I actually like her a lot better then I liked most of them. She actually was on the Opera winfrey show. Dealing with somebody that was going through the same thing as me. So I think she would be pretty good to deal with. This one place here is hiring I guess so I'm leaving actually in about 45 minutes to go put in for the job. I hope I get it. I have worked in stuff like that before so I think it I have good chances. So if I get them that is one more step closer to moving meaning one more step closer to getting into therapy and getting started with my T!!! Yeah now that is AWESOME lol. I just hope I actually get the job. We'll see. What else what else...Umm I woke up last night because I had a dream about my ex...I was at a party with my friends or something and I thought she was there and I found her and my brother was there too with his girlfriend and we were riding in the back of the truck going down to some party to watch the fire works but i wanted her and I to go to a different area to watch the fireworks and I thought she was with me but then she was gone when I turned around! so I was looking for her went up to the party were my brother was at and I asked him were she was and he was like "Idk i know she said she hates you because your a back stabbing asshole" then I seen her, she was hanging on some dudes ..Man I can't get her out of my head. I need to move on I know. Then I called her when I work up, yeah she didnt answer. whatever I also started talking to another girl. I use to talk to her way back like two-three years ago. I didnt really talk to her all that much because her friend liked me so I didnt want to mess that up but I messaged her on myspace because I found old e-mails from her. She lives here in az about two hours from me so Idk where that will go but shes pretty cute. I'm also talking to this other chick she has the same name as my ex which is something I dont really like to too she is also kind of weird looking lol i mean idk i thought i would give her a chance as well! So whatever...I found a site that gives you a lot of info!!! I love this page It isnt just for ftm its also for mtf! Check it out...
http://www.transgendered-soul.com/files/IETG_Resources_0808.pdf
Well i'm out I gotta go shower PEACE
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